Here I am.

I despise what you can do to me.

You leave me defeated, overwhelmed, and uninspired.
I end up feeling alone, worthless, and unwanted.

Silently, I vow to leave you behind.
I promise to take better care of myself.


Then I see you.


And suddenly you are back in.
I convince myself that things will be different.
You will be different.

Yet here I am.